Space Traveler Reveals Mental Health Struggle After Wave of Harassment After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and years of training to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The fully automated New Shepard rocket lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in multiple disciplines.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
