Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people.

But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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